I am not ashamed of my anorexia. Anybody who is bothered by it, is a big waste of my time.
I deserve a guy who wants to be seen with me; wants people to know I am his girlfriend.
I deserve a guy who loves me for who I am.
I deserve a guy who sees me not as a girl who has been anorexic but who i am not in the present.
It takes more courage to be different. They feel threatened by people who aren't like them. This is why people from home gossip about me - they can't accept that there is a different way of life. I am an anorexic and a self harmer and I dont care that they know.
I have done more with my life than the people who put me down.
I dont need to compare myself anymore. I should be proud of being unique and knowing I have friends who are just like me :)
I dont need a boy to feel good about myself.
Learning to love myself will be a challenge but I have faith I can do it! I have filled two books with compliments people have gave me.
I used to think I had admirers back home because well it was shields and boys just want to sleep with you. But I am attracting boys here :)
For being 23 years old, I have achieved a hell of a lot.
When people slag you off or look you up and down they are jealous of you. Simple fact.
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