My Aims For 2011

1. Visit North Australia, Bali and the South Island of New Zealand.

2. Snorkel in the Great Barrir Reef.

3. Cook more.

4. Start up more toning exercises - long walks, swimming, boxing.

5. Stop putting myself down and not be as sensitive to things.

6. Wear grown up clothes when back in the UK (too hot here to be smart 24/7 in Sydney!)

7. Continue writing for All Walks, MPB, LGN events and possibly The Line.

8. Do lots of work experience.

9. Spend time with my family.

10. Remove myself from my home town gossip.

11. Do not let a boy treat me bad again, especially my ex - I want to have no contact with him when I go home.

12. Obtain my Youth Achievement Awards.

13. Hopefully get into uni again to do my PGCE and manage being away from home.

14. Do the spilts.

15. Be comfortable with the person I am.

Happy New Year!

I hope that 2011 is even better than 2010. I have finally gotten over my ex and although I struggle with other things, I know my eating disorder is not worth it. Anorexia does not give me the life I want. It makes me look like a little girl and quite frankly I want curves :)

My New Year was amazing in Sydney; we went to a pub and then a nearby park where you could drink and watch the fireworks from the Sydney Harbour bridge. I also had a kiss at midnight with a lovely guy who is from my home town too. So I guess nice guys do exist and that I do deserve better from boys. The guy in question is a friend and he gave me some advice: how I should be with someone who is proud of all I have acheived and overcome.

I guess what this post is about, is that I am realising what I want out of life and the kind of relationship I think I deserve.

I wish you all an amazing 2011 :)