I am leaving for Australia in two weeks time! I will admit I am terrified but at the same time I feel like this is something I need to do.
Over there people will only know about my anorexia if I choose to tell them... No one needs to know that I am insecure or how rubbish I am with boys. I can pretend to be confident; I can be the real me.
Hopefully I will eventually get over my ex too. Whats the saying? Out of sight, out of mind. I hope its true coz I cant take this anymore. The feeling of inadequacy against all the girls he chooses over me.
Plus in Oz there are so many opportunities. I can swim with dolphins again, hug a koala, go snorkelling in the great barrier reef, learn to surf, meet new people etc.
Mostly I am excited. And maybe a new me will return!
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